OK... try to follow me here... Often there's a difference between what you think you believe, and what you actually believe.
As recently as 2 months ago, I was convinced that the dollar was going to collapse and the economy was going to crumble on some single day in the near future. I was pretty sold on this notion for at least 3 years. I even went through a little "prepping" phase (it was good for me). I was a Peter Schiff guy... put simply.
But there's a difference between what you think you believe, and what your actions prove you really believe. This is my 20 year old twin turbo... (it's a money pit)

It usually lives under a cover in my driveway and I really drive a 4 cylinder Toyota pickup. I have an ongoing LOVE / HATE relationship with this car, but it's mostly love. It gives me problems all the time, and I think of selling it all the time.
I could only get a few thousand for it BUT if I actually thought the country was going to collapse soon, and gold and silver were going to sky-rocket, I would sell that car and buy gold with it. Further, the car would be too expensive to drive (it eats gas like a sherman tank) and it would be impossible to sell during a horrible depression.
So it's a no brainer... If I really think the dollar is going to collapse, I'd liquidate the car. I'd sell all kinds of things I have (I'm pretty sure I have the biggest Robocop gun collection in the world).
...So I don't actually believe it... That's what I've learned about myself recently.
And recently, it became time to focus my efforts on saving money and protecting it. (no more toys) I've really just started. So I came to Crawling Road. More importantly, I put every Harry Browne Investment Show on my ipod and I've blazed through them in the last couple weeks...
Harry screwed my head back on straight. I re-read the 16 golden rules. And I'm afraid Peter Schiff, Marc Faber and Gerald Celente don't fit safely within them. I'm pretty sure Harry even wrote a book on the "coming collapse" a couple decades ago.... It turns out, the collapse is ALWAYS just about to hit! (Has been for a good 40 years).
I should point out that the math still doesn't look great. The debt, the unfunded liabilities, the fiscal cliff, the ever erupting middle east don't make me feel good about the economic future ...but 300 million people with a vested interest in keeping this ship afloat is a pretty powerful variable... This can drag on for a loooong time.
I was roped into a mania... and it just finally stopped. I was stressing about it! And it just stopped. That's probably the best part of Harry's line of thinking. Namely, you can relax that "constant emergency" part of your brain and just feel protected. Now I've realized that I'm a slightly different strain of Libertarian than I thought I was. I might not need that bunker after all...
A weight has been lifted off of me. My girlfriend can stop listening to me go on about selling the car or not, and what it means that I can't pull the trigger on selling something I love. I know now, why I hesitated on the fence.
This feels right. I'm going to save enough cash for a job loss or emergency. Then I'm going to focus on building a nest in a Permanent Portfolio. And with the rest of the money I can afford to lose ...ITS GOLD AND SILVER AND AMMO, BABY...!!!
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...Thanks for reading this far. You guys are great.
Did anyone else here go through a similar "economic doom / eminent collapse" thing?