So after having read every single financial book I could get my hands on (for the last seven years), and after reading this forum (without registering) for literally two years, and then after registering and asking a ton of questions, I jumped into the PP last month with some of the money that I've been literally sitting on in a money market account for about 2-3 years. (It took me that long to figure out what investing strategy I was going to use and why. The answers were, of course, this one and because it seems to be the best strategy out of everything else out there.)
Starting around September 9th (I had to learn how to buy stuff, you see, and order stuff and buy bonds on the secondary market, etc. since I've never invested before other than in the TSP, which is so stupid simple a kindergartener could do it) and going until about September 11th or 12th I bought the pieces and such.
Literally within a day of buying, everything has pretty much been down. Down, down, down. Gold not so much, I guess, but everything else: down. Well, I had told myself and steeled myself beforehand that if that were to occur, that I would keep buying every month like clockwork (I want to DCA in over time). So this month, it was time for me to buy again. And everything but gold was down when it was time for me to buy. But a couple of days ago, I bought again. (I bought everything but gold because I'm waiting until we're back in the US and I'm going to buy the physical).
And, of course, everything is... more down. Including the gold I had already bought at the beginning in September. All four assets now: down.
So I was reading on another thread where people were saying, yes, it's not been the best last few weeks for the PP, which was nice to read because I'm still 100% committed, and even if things are down next month and the month after, I'm still going to keep DCAing into it, but I sort of feel like I get into the PP and all of the sudden ::everything is down::. As of the close of business yesterday, literally all four of the assets are all down in my account.
So I sorta feel like I broke the PP. Even though I know I didn't. You know, like my having gotten into it has broken it/jinxed it for everyone else because I'm just that monetarily unlucky. I'm still reminded of the "I'm DONE!!!" thread from many months ago that I REALLY enjoyed reading because it put human emotion out there when things were down and not up. It's normal to feel that way. I'm not "done"; I'll still keep buying/DCAing in. However, I figured I would post this so that anyone else who feels this way could know that I'm out here feeling this way, too. It's sort of a... less than wonderful feeling. And I'm steeling myself to be the investor who does the right thing (keeps going with the DCAing plan into the PP) even when it's not super way fun and even when it's counter-intuitive to what feels good. And I'm reminding myself that it's best to buy when things are down, anyway, because when they come back up then you've bought on sale. But, still - it's no fun to be down a nice, big chunk of money when I've only been in the PP for a bit longer than a month.
Bleargh.
