dualstow wrote:
Jesse's gun and post-Walt reaction: I had the exact same feeling as M-Tex. He knows Walter just had 9 guys eliminated (oh, 10. Lawyer makes 10) (though he doesn't know about Mike) and he saw Walt whistling not too long after spider boy was killed. He knows Walt's capable of anything at this point. Boy was I happy to see Jesse get paid. Never have I rooted so hard for a meth-head/drug manufacturer.
Okay, yeah, I think you and MT have the right interpretation. Wow, not sure why that went over my head. Sometimes I miss the obvious.
dualstow wrote:
Paper towel dispenser: Walt punched it early on, in an earlier season. It hasn't been fixed. I think he was merely reflecting on all he's been through on borrowed time. Maybe he really meant it when he told Sky he was out. One thing I'm confused about in the flash forward is that he has hair, but he's taking pills. I wonder what pills he was downing after he bought the Scarface gun.
I thought the same thing when I saw the paper towel dispenser--that it's the same dent he gave it in an earlier season. One interpretation is that the cancer hasn't come back quite yet, but Walt knows it's just a matter of time now. He looks at that dent he made earlier and thinks to himself, "When I did that, I thought I just had a couple of months to live. Yet here I am, still alive... and what am I doing with my life?" In other words, seeing the old dent may have just reminded him of his previous mindset before he was Heisenberg. A super-reflective moment.
Although Walt's "I'm out" does make the most sense if the cancer has indeed come back, there's also the fact that Skyler took him to the self-storage to show him the mountain of cash there and plead with him to stop dealing drugs since they now have more money than they'd ever be able to spend in 10 lifetimes. I think Skyler did that without necessarily knowing Walt's cancer has come back (if it indeed has). She just saw a possible light at the end of the tunnel and wanted to pitch it to Walt. Seems like that really made Walt think, perhaps independently of his cancer.
It also seems like practically
everything in this episode made Walt think: ruminating on how he murdered Mike, going to his doctor's appointment, finally being "in the clear" after having all those guys in prison murdered, etc. It's like everything--not just one particular thing--piled up on the side of the scale labeled "I'm out."