MachineGhost wrote:
To the agnostics (and to a lesser extent the atheists), do you want to believe in Christianity in the idea of a loving Jesus that saves us from ourselves and we can spend eternal happiness with him, but just can't get around the errors/ambiguity you find?
You do realize what you're doing, right? You're continuing to presuppose in the truthfulness of a particular religion, then you're trying to find the evidence after the fact to back up what you feel. That's not how logic and reason works.
Personally speaking, I don't buy into the Christian narrative because I have found my own evidence that reality just does not work that way and neither does the afterlife. It's a seductive story, sure: the Son of God coming to save mankind and then suffering for their sins... and then brutally tortured and executed -- it has to be, to be emotionally convincing and hit you right in the gut! There's no doubt as the competitive winner of many such "whack job religions" of the time, Jesus' ministry changed the world; it was an epic transformation that turned us from barbarians into the larval form of civilized. But, all the corrupt church doctrines? Sorry, I'm just not wired in whatever way to be a believer in that authoritarian nonsense. As an curious intellectual, I do not make decisions regarding which over-arching theories to adopt into my belief framework based on emotional appeals or such flimsy evidence. The errors/ambiguity are incidental. You don't need to know all the exact minor details to know if something passes the B.S. meter or not.
Skepticism is a useful tool to have (i.e. B.S.-ometer), but I've found at times myself that having it on all of the time really strips me from being able to believe someone outright and always the trust but verify kind-a deal and makes life at times more difficult and sometimes easier.
Here were some sites I was looking at recently that I liked:
http://www.proofthatgodexists.org/index.php
http://www.hcs.harvard.edu/~acf/faq08.html
From the Harvard link:
"Christianity is also not a religion set up by God. Although it had its beginning with Christ who was God, it also has deviated from the main line of what God wanted to do. It still has the name of Jesus and the Bible and talks about the death of Christ for man's sin. However, it has degraded so much that it is of little value and usefulness to God. "
I read this as what God originally intended for us, even if it was with absolute clarity back during Jesus's time, could get warped overtime as humans keep passing down the texts, much like the game "grape-vine". That's why I like looking more at general themes and reading the Bible to better myself from its teachings.
As for presupposing, you're right MG. I was born into a Christian home and I have an emotional response from it. Here's a story below:
I had prayed many years ago that God would start sending me more signs or communicating with me more so that I would understand what he would want from me. On July 30th, 2012, I ended up watching a video on Youtube of a man born with no arms or legs who was swimming (his name was Nick Vujicic, a christian motivational speaker, but that was just coincidence). I broke out in uncontrollable crying from that and it kept going for 10-15 minutes.
I can't remember the last time I cried before that, it had been years. After some searching in myself, I found that this was how God would communicate with me. Whenever I might see someone paralyzed, or a physical disability, I might shed a tear and in my heart (mind you, emotion again, not fact driven), I knew this is what God was leading me towards for my passion to help those with physical disabilities.
I then asked God sometime later to let me know if my wife (my girlfriend at the time), was the right one for me. Again, I eventually after prayers just started sobbing and again was realizing this was God's way of subtlety pushing me in the direction I should be going.
While all of this is totally non-science related, it was extremely emotionally powerful for me and God gave me that. I felt first that Christianity was correct, and now I'm searching for truth to understand why I feel the way I do. Just so that I'm not pigeon-holing myself though, that's why I'm on this website and trying to learn about other religions to become more well-rounded to give ideally additional support as to why I believe I am correct.

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