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Opinion
I was a Jan. 6 juror. What I learned surprised me.
Trump’s pardons of virtually all of the Jan. 6 rioters left me dejected. Am I safe?
Yesterday at 7:45 a.m. EST
The government laid out its case, just like it had laid out hundreds of other Jan. 6 cases before. When it was Johnatakis’s turn to cross-examine witnesses, he didn’t ask questions. Rather, he asked for forgiveness. The judge — a Ronald Reagan appointee — reprimanded Johnatakis many times. It was all incredibly awkward.
The government rested its case after two and a half days of testimony. The jury approached the deliberation process with the utmost seriousness, and we talked through the questions we had. I was impressed that my fellow jurors were resistant to making a snap judgment even though the evidence against the defendant was overwhelming. In video after damning video, Johnatakis boasted that he “organized a push up to the Capitol” and that the Capitol was “stormed and taken” and that “it wasn’t antifa who broke in; we did. I was on the front line.” The government more than proved its case, and we the jury rendered the only possible verdict: guilty.
All but four Jan. 6 defendants have been found guilty. The Jan. 6 cases really were open and shut. The evidence of criminal behavior was undeniable and lock-tight. Law and order prevailed, and we could all go home knowing justice was served. Weeks after the verdict, I received a letter from the judge thanking me for my service as jury foreperson. He wrote: “Without good citizens like you, we could not fairly administer justice. Thank you for your dedicated and conscientious service on this jury.” The letter made me feel as though what I and my fellow jurors did was important and necessary. We had performed citizenship; we were fair and impartial, and that counted for something.
Except then, on Jan. 20, 2025, President Donald Trump pardoned virtually all of the roughly 1,500 Jan. 6 defendants and shredded the thoughtful deliberations of countless D.C. juries. The Justice Department has since fired dozens of federal prosecutors who handled Capitol riot cases. More recently, Trump said he would fire FBI agents who worked on the cases, claiming they were corrupt. It’s a post-insurrection purge of people who were just doing their jobs.
Now, there is talk of defendants trying to extract financial compensation for their “wrongful” imprisonment and going after law enforcement, prosecutors and judges who sent them to prison. Will their anger extend to the regular citizens who served as jurors? Should I be worried for my safety because I faithfully performed my civic duty? This is not how our justice system is supposed to work.
During the course of our reporting, Hanna flew to Seattle to visit with Taylor Johnatakis’s wife after he was sent to prison. Marie Johnatakis, a mother of five, was gracious and kind. Her voice was honeyed and feminine. Hanna characterized her like a sort of gentle fawn. When Hanna nervously told Marie that I was one of the jurors who convicted her husband, Marie’s response was surprising. She said:
“We went to the sentencing, and I watched the judge up there playing his role and the prosecution doing their role. I just felt a lot of compassion toward them all, because everybody is playing the part that they have been asked to play, including your partner. And I think that we all just do our best.”
And she was right — we were all just doing our best. She had the grace to see that. I hope that the rest of the country can see that, too.